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Alright, so I'm back in action. :) Just a private blog though ^^

Gosh, I really hope no one finds my blog. ;)

Okay, finally someone/something to talk to at last. Can't possibly keep bottling them up.

Why oh why God, does all these happen to me? Why do I seem to find it hard to get close to people I like? Is it that the time has not yet come, or will I stay like that forever? Somehow I feel this fear within me whenever I get close to this someone I like.... That shouldn't be the way, should it? /sigh/ Fine, forget it. It will go according to God's timing :)

Anyw, am into the second last sem of school. Don't know to feel happy about it, or to feel sad about it. :/ Happy since I'm graduating soon, which is something I've been looking forward ever since Apr 2009. Sad, or rather upset, because so many things are happening at this very last lap. Falling out with friend(s), project not going on smoothly, me taking on a role of a leader for the most important project ever, being in the same group with people who pushes other on in a rather harsh way... I guess after all I just need to just grit my teeth and hope these 2 months will pass by real soon.

By this time next year, I may already be going into tutoring full-time/part-time, earning money for my advanced dip in Ngee Ann! Seems near but far. /speechless

Am gonna quit Kumon in September, but the question and problem now is, where will my income and extra allowance come in? I should look for tutoring assignments during my Aug holidays right? :) So that it can at least secure me about $150 per month/student! Well well, something I've never done before. But I'll definitely pray about it before doing anything :) I cannot allow myself to base my decisions on feelings anymore, if not I'll regret big big time.

Okay, till the next time! :) Had a great time doing this! :)